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Tuesday, November 17, 2009'
Watching the 9pm show just now at ch 8.. looking at the couple inside, how i wish i can be like them.. so sweet.. the guy did so much for her, now i know how come she is touched by him le. wondering they should be even more sweet then the couple in the show barh? am really lousy in relationship. don't know how to touched a girl.
Monday, November 16, 2009'
suddenly felt so sian moody emo, :( this is the 2nd day after she stead with him hahaha.. wondering how is she now.. suddenly felt like no motivation. no mood to work no mood to talk. i think she also got nothing to say to me le barh? she also don't bother to message me le unlike last time, maybe she don't even wanna be friend with me? haish.. anyway today is a worse day, got new project..... we have to paint ALL the machine from blue to white.:( last 10 day also cannot let me relax a bit. sad case.
Labels: emo:(
Saturday, November 14, 2009'
feeling is really something unpredictable, at first u may have feeling toward someone, but when time past, or some other people make you touched your feeling toward me fade. why? i don't understand why. perhaps that why i don't have any good relationship barh? suddenly felt that am so useless. morning when i wake up saw the first message was her message am happy. every time my phone rings i always hope is her message but it's always not. and guess what. she told me he has ask her for stead yesterday, and she is going to accept him today. she told me the feeling toward me has fade. i ask why again, she say from thur he has been making her touched so the feeling for him came. that day was her 18th birthday, unfortunately i can't celebrate with her because i think she got her own plan barh? i didn't ask much, cause i know of course her classmate will have the priority. after that she told me he give her surprise, then i asked myself do i have a chance to even give u a surprise? haish that really sad case.
Labels: if love is a shelter. i'm going to walk in the rain. :(
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Haish. sad sad sad.
i don't know why, when am sad my iPod will automatic keep playing sad song make me more more sad. friend always ask me why so emo? and i will always say nothing am okay, but actually am not i just don't wanna say it out, i may look okay in my appearance but inside my heart i gt lot lot lot of feeling, when u tell me all those thing about u and him. am sad. but i don't know how to express it out. maybe that me barh?. people say love is letting go, perhaps i should let her go? i think she has found someone she really like barh? hope she will be happy with him barh. i think she will. take care.!
Labels: Felt like all the emotions are just gushing in without warning.
