Saturday, November 14, 2009'
feeling is really something unpredictable, at first u may have feeling toward someone, but when time past, or some other people make you touched your feeling toward me fade. why? i don't understand why. perhaps that why i don't have any good relationship barh? suddenly felt that am so useless. morning when i wake up saw the first message was her message am happy. every time my phone rings i always hope is her message but it's always not. and guess what. she told me he has ask her for stead yesterday, and she is going to accept him today. she told me the feeling toward me has fade. i ask why again, she say from thur he has been making her touched so the feeling for him came. that day was her 18th birthday, unfortunately i can't celebrate with her because i think she got her own plan barh? i didn't ask much, cause i know of course her classmate will have the priority. after that she told me he give her surprise, then i asked myself do i have a chance to even give u a surprise? haish that really sad case.
Labels: if love is a shelter. i'm going to walk in the rain. :(
